My mother's child...

So, 2 days ago my mother called me and said she was in the hospital, later (yesterday) finding out that she could possibly have cancer on her ovaries. After hearing that my heart dropped and anxiety took over. To ponder the possibility that my mother could die was naturally my first reaction, but it just didn't feel like death to me. I cried my little tears and let my mind get consumed in thoughts of her life and her pain, but there was still a part of me that would not allow myself to completely dwell in that energy.

Today the doctor called and told me that my mom does not have cancer and that she had a fibroid tumor and did not need a hysterectomy...nor chemotherapy for that matter! All I could do was sing my praises and count my blessings because that confirmed that God is in and surrounds me all the time, the possibility of extreme dismay couldn't even reach me or my mother. Naturally I was a little down and did not expect my new year to begin with such tragic news, but the fact that the news revealed opposite just reaffirmed how great the year will be. This was immediate motivation to first encourage a healthy mind, body and spirit, but to go hard without distraction. Last month sparked a sense of self and inspired the expression of such, which translate to spending some true time and dedication to my dreams and goals. There's definitely an energy that I can feel and I recognize it around me as well. I'm jumping in wholeheartedly and ready to open every door. The possibilities are endless and my happiness is infinite!

I digressed a bit, but um, I want to dedicate this blog entry to my mother. You only get one mother and without her, I would not be here and Lord knows I absolutely love life and am thankful for every breath. I thank you Nadine Trammell for giving me life and I live because of you and your blood runs through me. Our bond is strong though distance, but the fact of the matter is that no matter what, I love you and...well...thats it because nothing else matters.